Underground Car Guy

There is a quote by Sir Francis Bacon that I use to have written down, but have some how misplace it.  So if I get a few words wrong I am sorry: A true (real) friend will know the worst of you, and never walk away. Over the past few years I have had a few things said about me that were not true.  I did lose some friends over rumors.  But my true friends are still there, and I am very grateful to have them in my life.

Three weeks of vacation, and going no where, really sucks.  I need to get back on a sleep schedule for when I go back to work on Monday. I have figured that dating at my age sucks, even worse when I was a teenager.   My mom once told me she meet a nurse at the chemo clinic that had a crush on me when I was in Junior High.  Never found out who it was.  Wish I knew who.   Speaking of crushes, I did find a girl that said she had a crush on me a long time ago.  We lived a very long distance away and never really got to meet.  Well she could not wait for me, so she got engaged.  That make me 0 and 2 in the long distance relationship area! I love politics, but I really hate it right now.  Maybe it will be better once the Primaries start.  Always keep on telling myself that I can go back, but then I go, no those people are crazy! Oh and Marc Bercovici sucks as quarterback!!!!

I keep on being told I need to find who I am.   So who am I?  Because I don't know. How am I going to find out who I am? I am told I am a nice or good guy, but why do I not feel that way?

Since the divorce, dating has not been easy.  It was not easy before being married.  I was talking to a girl that I was excited to  date, but she pulled away.  I thought she was a good match.  So this is what I am looking for in a women: Someone to hug and kiss.  I have not had a hug in a long time. Someone that I can touch.  Someone I can hold hands with in public. Someone I can cuddle with. Someone who can except me as me now!  Not afraid to be with an over weight guy. And if it were to led to marriage: Someone that will let me touch them.  Someone who is not afraid  of getting dressed and undress in front of me. The other social things I can be flexible on.